My wife took this picture of Henry and I on Saturday. In this picture, she captured something. Something special. Something I can't put in to words. This moment that we shared, looking outside, watching it rain. At the time, I didn't realize it was special to me. I was just hanging with Henry. But looking at it now... I realize... this picture, these moments are the reasons that, as a father, I would do anything for my son. Henry gives importance to all of those things that I'd previously neglected. Henry makes me want to be a better man.
151: One hundred fifty one. Sixty seconds is forever. Heartbeats are real, son. Shadow: I just saw shadow. She had to point out your nose. Now I see your tiny face. Reality I believe you're there. I did before little one But now it's really real. As an expectant father, it seemed surreal to me until today. Obviously, there are signs that tell me that this is reality, but before today, the ultrasounds were grainy and I'd equate the kicks to an unknown etiology. But today, when the sonographer rendered your face in to something recognizable and I saw the way your heart beat? That was real.