So there's a gentleman in my life that I admire very much, I've never had the balls to directly tell him, but this is my way of doing so. I became acquainted with this gentleman about a year and a half ago. In that time, he, and many of his acquaintances have changed my life. I'm relatively certain that I annoy him, and with good reason. I think that he sees the potential within me and realizes that often times, I sell myself short. Under the guise of self preservation, I excuse myself for many things and he, being many years my senior, and likely out of experience, sees right through this tactic. This past week, I took a vacation from work, and I did some things I needed to do. I rested, I relaxed. I meditated, and contemplated where to go at this crossroads in my life. I normally hesitate to take action, but this time, I did. It felt good, and it felt empowering. This new sens...
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